At times the choice I've made can be so painful. I'm a man in an open marriage trying to find others to share sexual adventures. This presents numerous problems, most importantly:
- Women don't chase men for sex very often at all
- Very few people understand open marriages
The above facts make for a near-unsurmountable challenge and I'm not sure how much more patience I have to pursue this. G won't join me on this adventure (I understand why) and this makes things considerably harder; I'm facing this as a single man, and therefore near worthless.
So, I persist or find a way to suppress this damn testosterone and accept that I won't fulfil certain desires. One last thing; I don't ever forget how very fortunate I am to be married to my beautiful, occasionally kinky girl.