Being in a non-monogamous relationship is turning out to be hugely painful. For the second time now someone I've been seeing has decided to end things by email.
Their reason for doing so is entirely understandable. What makes it so hard is that I can't get into a D/s relationship without connecting with someone. When things end its pretty painful. So painful that I'm starting to question how much more I can put up with.
G is hugely understanding. She is a truly special woman. I'm still meeting other subs, but having been discarded twice without the opportunity to discuss why I'm wondering which other woman out there is preparing to tear another piece from my heart. Ouch.