What I had was special, which is why I haven't rushed into another such relationship. It's an amazing thing, being in control of another, being in charge of their pleasure, being responsible for their wellbeing. I'd like that again.
Sadly, though, there seems to be little demand for ethically non-monogamous dominant-but-occasionally-switchy men. On top of that I'm going to be leaving the country for several months in September. Not the best time to get into something new.
I haven't yet sold any of my BDSM equipment, maybe because I can't bring myself to admit that another D/s relationship is so unlikely right now. If or when it does happen I know it will have been worth the wait.