Wednesday, 25 April 2018

Patience

It's now probably about a year since I last had the privilege of having a D/s relationship and oh how I miss that life. I really, very much enjoy being dominant, not just the punishment, the rope play or the kinky sex, but also the genuine care, being an expert on her feelings, knowing when she needs a bath and massage.

What I had was special, which is why I haven't rushed into another such relationship. It's an amazing thing, being in control of another, being in charge of their pleasure, being responsible for their wellbeing. I'd like that again.

Sadly, though, there seems to be little demand for ethically non-monogamous dominant-but-occasionally-switchy men. On top of that I'm going to be leaving the country for several months in September. Not the best time to get into something new.

I haven't yet sold any of my BDSM equipment, maybe because I can't bring myself to admit that another D/s relationship is so unlikely right now. If or when it does happen I know it will have been worth the wait.

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